Yay, yay, yay! Finally! ^____^

If you haven't got a chance to watch, here's something I made from it. I still use Candy Pop in Love by Tommy February6, but the second verse.

It's still fun and silly and cute, but the ending is kinda sad, because at the end, it's shown to us that Sebastian is actually reading the Alice story to Ciel who's still asleep (since his soul was stolen). "...Alice opened her small eyes and realized that she's back in real world..." Sebastian got a gloomy look on his face, of course because Ciel is yet to wake up and open his eyes. Aww... Just kiss him, lah and then he'll wake up... oh, wait, that's another fairy tale... xp Oh, well, if it's up to me, it'd be like that ^___^

Video

I've got new crush on two yaoi mangakas, although Makoto Tateno is still my #1 ^____^

The first crush is, Itsuki Kaname. Her guys' drawing is not always sexy (for my taste) but her boys are always sweet and cute ^o^ I, in particular, like Lost Boys - her shounen ai manga inspired by Peter Pan story. It's fun, cute and at the same thing meaningful. The boy character, Air, somewhat reminds me of Soma, bouncy and naughty... How to not fall in love with him at once??! Ahh... Shounen wa ii...!! *squeezing my restraining pillow*

I actually wanted to make fanfiction of Lost Boys, but since I seem to not be able to write again x_xm, so, I just make videos. Guess I've forgotten myself how to dream, ah ^^; It was quite a headache to find the right song for the video, because the song must have certain light-hearted, fantasy, positivity feeling... That, until I found Emi Fujita's song entitled Proud of You. The moment I heard it, I thought, ah, this is it! ^____^V

My favorite scene in Lost Boys is the night before Mizuki left Neverland... he felt a drop of water on his face, he wondered if it's raining, but the stars were out... He looked up and saw Air sitting on the tree branch, crying... Awww...!! ^___^ And for that, I made another video, a short one focusing on that matter, using the song Cry by Mandy Moore.

http://www.4shared.com/video/URLwGyta/LB_Cry.html

http://www.4shared.com/video/oRLHtogD/LB_AirxMizuki.html

My second crush is a mangaka by the name of Hinode Heim. I came across her work Hananite Sourou when I was browsing for historical yaoi. Now, I must say that her style of drawing is not my usual preference, but somehow, I don't know what exactly the reason, I find it sexy enough to stay in my mind... Hmm... Maybe because it's hard yaoi... xp Anyway, I looked for her other works and for me, her historical is sexier than the modern one. Again, don't know why... and I think not many people agree with me, since most people not like ancient-themed stories. But I like historical stories... they just have their own sexiness... Of course there are other mangakas who do historical yaoi too, but so far I still think Hinode Heim's historical is the sexiest ^o^

I actually intended to make a video from collection of her historical mangas. But, it seems one whole song only fits those from Hananite Sourou, so, it's only Hananite Sourou ^^; The first part of the video is the scenes from the second story of the manga, which is my favorite ^____^ You can see that it occupies the video space more than the others xp The song that I use for this video, of course must be the song with traditional feeling, so I chose Haru no Katami by Chitose Hajime. The song is actually an ending song for anime Ayakashi Japanese Classic Horror stories. But there's nothing horror about the song, it's a beautiful folk love song ^___^

http://www.4shared.com/video/T48BrPKm/Hana_Nite_Sourou.html

I've got another special Valentine stuff for your viewing pleasure ^___^

First, it's one more Aoi Hitsuji no Yume video that I made because I still Lahti and Kai, though their official story is already ended. It's the sex scene in volume 3, the night before Lahti must hand Kai over to that vengeanceful twin brother of the dead Mynah man ^___~ The song I used for this video is a beautiful love song from Ken Hirai, Aishiteru... Waah, the feeling is just right! Ken Hirai's love songs are really beautiful! <3

http://www.4shared.com/video/s5db5W7g/AHnY3.html

The second is, the long awaited video of 9th Sleep! YAY!! I finally found Paradise by STYX, and of course I right away made the video! ^_____^ Ah, it's another good classic song... I first heard it when I was little and up till now I still remember it. Great songs stay in mind forever ^o^ Luke and Meruka, oh, I missed them..... So sexy in their own forest of love... <333 Licking each other... I want to lick too!!! xp

http://www.4shared.com/video/h-3UBjxp/9th_Sleep.html

Yes, like you can see, I changed the look of my blog into Valentine theme ^___^ The pictures are all Makoto Tateno's illustrations. Nice and sexy! ^o^

And for the lovey-dovey day, I wrote something lovey-dovey too! Shiki and Soma are back in special My Little Valentine Devil story, yay!! This time, the story is deeper, with there's conflict from the past... and definitely this one is the longest Shiki and Soma's story I wrote so far... All words no pictures. Aaww, Shiki is so sexy!!! *gets excited by my own story*

I think my Shiki is really my picture perfect of ideal lover - and anybody's too, I think. Cool, gorgeous, sexy, smart, loving, gentle and yet strong... Awww... I want too!!! *steals Shiki from Soma and snouting him*

Ah, I'm so glad that I could finish it before Valentine's Day... whew!

I also made video for them, using a song from Deen, entitled 'My Love'... It's such a beautiful and meaningful love song... Perfect for the story ^____^

So, this Valentine, discover the meaning of true love! Hehehe... I just like saying that; it feels like promoting a movie trailer, doesn't it? xp

http://www.4shared.com/video/grl0Q1jt/ShikixSoma.html

http://www.4shared.com/file/g0usCBHV/My_Little__Valentine__Devil.html

*feeling intoxicated with so much love in the air, fainted*

I got myself another Blue Sheep treat! It's the drama CD that retells the story from the first volume. Demo, demo...!! How come Lahti's voice is not the way that I imagine all this time?!!! x_xm Kai's voice is ok, quite sexy when moaning ^^; But Lahti's....! Where's my Lahti's sexy voice that makes my heart doki doki!!?? And worse is Shiki's voice! x_x Very very different from what I had in mind! AARGH!! I want my Lahti and Shiki's sexy voice!!!

Ok, finally I got my hands on the rest of Aoi Hitsuji no Yume volume 4! And it's final! O.O Well, I guess it has to end at some point, but I love the ending. I think it's a good ending with both of Lahti and Kai can finally be true to their own feelings for each other ^____^ I especially like Lahti's line at the end: "Omae dake o dakere ga ii." That line... really makes you go AAAWWW...!! *lovestruck* I can hear him saying that, in sexy voice.... AAAWWW!! *lovey-dovey eyes* <333 Let me become Kai for that moment, ne! *puts leash on Lahti and brings home*

That's why, of course, I need to make another AHnY video - zettai! The pictures are all from volume 4 and I use my all time favorite Utada Hikaru's Distance. It's the upbeat earlier version than Final Distance that I used in the first AHnY video. For this one, I use the second verse until the end. I'm so pleased with this video! ^____^ AAW, Lahti!! *lunges at Lahti and snouting him all over* xp

Enjoy!

http://www.4shared.com/video/DgoqPckJ/AHnY2.html

This is the fanfiction of Togainu no Chi featuring pairing of Shiki and Akira and loosely based on one of Shiki's endings of the game. ^___^

http://www.4shared.com/file/09IiKPfs/TnC_To_Be_With_You.html

Just finished watching the anime of Togainu no Chi. It's based on the game by Nitro+Chiral. Unlike the game, though, which is a yaoi game, the anime doesn't have any yaoi issue x_x But still, I'm interested to watch, mostly because there's Shiki there... Hehehe (yes, I can be shallow sometimes xp ) And just like many TnC fangirls out there (I believe) I like the pairing of Shiki and Akira <333

While it's nice to see Shiki in motion (aaw, all his sexiness... and also I think his anime character design is better, sexier than the game), I think the anime doesn't do justice for him... I mean, in the anime he's an antagonist through and through x_xm But of course, still hot and sexy.... Just that for me, there's another part of him that's not what the anime displays... Well, subjectively speaking, ah xp I guess I can showcase Shiki  better in my story ^o^

But for now, it's the video I made from the anime, I hope you enjoy and fall for Shiki too (if you haven't) xp

http://www.4shared.com/video/T_UoFahb/Togainu_no_Chi_Shiaki.html

Oh yeah, I just found out that my Marimite story somehow got reported as an abuse. I don't know what's the matter, why someone wants to do such thing. I don't violate any copyright and I don't copy either x_xm *sighs* I'll try to reupload the story if possible. As for whoever did that, I just wanna say, if you don't like my stories, then don't download, don't read, just leave them be for those who like them. Be nice, ok, remember karma, you don't want someone does that to you too, right? So, don't cause hurt to others.

I got this software to make interactive game, Ren'Py, and I used it to make this one. It's not a game, because you don't get to choose your way. It's just a story with pictures and music - visual novel. Actually I wanted to make a yaoi game, but I still not quite master the thing, so, for now, it's the best I can do ^^;

It's very amateurish, I admit. And... in some way, you can say that it's 'patched-up' work, because I can't make my own CG (I use the pictures I got here and there) therefore, not quite consistent... So... x_x

Anyway, I think it'll be a nice alternative than just read words. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoy making it (not have much hair left because being pulled often everytime the program stresses me out xp )

The file is in RAR, so after you extract it, click open Ren'Py game which is an application file.

http://www.4shared.com/file/lF5AIY-H/Pippichans_Kuroshitsuji_Visual.html

Here's one more Kuroshitsuji video I make featuring Sebastian x Ciel, with yet another nice song from Tommy February6 Je t'aime*Je t'aime. It's only right to select that song for this video. Besides, in the manga, Ciel uses French to talk to Sebastian when they're not able to openly communicate during a dinner party. ^___^

http://www.4shared.com/video/7KZ4-YhP/Kuroshitsuji_jetaime.html

It's another Kuroshitsuji 2 OVA, which has simulation style. You, as the audience, are the guest of honor in Phantomhive's mansion. This one is quite a treat for all Kuroshitsuji fangirls, especially those who like Sebastian Michaelis, because you get him servicing you throughout the story ^___^ He'll protect you from fire blast caused by the incompetent chef Bard and when you spill tea on your gown, he'll carry and exchange your outfit (if you concern about decency, well, he puts on a blindfold, though I wonder if it's any of use since he's a demon - doesn't he have some sort of infra red vision? xp )

Your little adventure continues with being abducted by that corny viscount Druitt (of course Sebastian comes to your rescue) and not to mention, almost get your soul collected by the silly hentai shinigami Grell x_xm Back to the mansion, you attend birthday party thrown for you, have Sebastian singing happy birthday to you and feeding you birthday cake... and then he proposes you for a dance ^o^

In order to give you a clearer description (if you haven't got your hands on the piece yet), here's the video I made out of the OVA ^___^ I use another song from Tommy February6 entitled 'I'll be Your Angel' - yes, Sebastian is your angel there xp

http://www.4shared.com/video/pl5jl0C8/Welcome_to_The_Phantomhives.html

Oh, forgot to mention, 'you' in the story actually have a hidden motive in entering Phantomhive mansion; you're supposed to kill Ciel...

Here's something I made from Ciel in Wonderland OVA. For the video, I use Candy Pop in Love, a cute and fun song from Tommy February6. Enjoy ^o^

Kuroshitsuji 2 special, Ciel in Wonderland part 1, is released on October 27th, 2010. It's basically Kuroshitsuji ala Alice in Wonderland - it's really silly and fun ^____^ Ciel is so cute there (cuter than usual), makes me wanna squeeze!! *shotacon mad eyes and grin* Hehehe!!! Sebastian's rabbit tail also looks cute! ^o^

And so, I decided to change the look of this blog into Kuroshitsuji wonderland theme <333

Unfortunately, part 2 will only be available on February 2011... x_xm Still so long...

I did another video! Yay! This time is Kuroshitsuji! YAY! ^____^

For this video, I use a song entitled Bird, which is the ending song of Kuroshitsuji anime season 2. Now, that's not something that I normally do, using the same song, but it's such a beautiful song... I fell in love right away upon hearing it for the first time... I just had to use it! So, I did - I used the second verse of the song until the end ^o^ Beautiful melody, beautiful lyrics, beautiful voice of Yuuya Matsushita... <333

Don't believe me? Have a look, then!

http://www.4shared.com/video/HSOo7g6O/Kuroshitsuji_bird.html

Oh, Yuuya Matsushita actually acted as Sebastian Michaelis in Kuroshitsuji musical... Think I need to get my hands on it too... Mmm... I always thought that he looks better with short hair... Actually, in his YOU MV, from certain angles he kinda looks like JaeJoong from TVXQ/Tohoshinki... ^____~

Since my mind is filled with Blue Sheep these days, I decided to make a video of it (and also because I haven't been able to write lately, though I want to x_xm. So, for now, it's only a video). Actually I've been meaning to make Blue Sheep video since some time ago when I wrote the fanfiction of it.... but only now it's finalized for real. However, my initial idea for the video was: it'd feature all the characters, and yet somehow I end up making the one about Lahti and Kai xp Utada Hikaru's song Final Distance suits the feeling of their relationship perfectly, so it's a crime to make it other way ^____^

*sighs*

I'm very pleased and proud of this video because I can make it in HD quality! All the sexiness is shown smoothly and sharply... WOW! ^o^

Anyway, enjoy my Aoi Hitsuji no Yume video in HD! ^______^

http://www.4shared.com/video/iUij5wEO/AHnY.html

Currently I'm so into Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler), a manga by Yana Toboso. So, I make this blog of mine with Kuroshitsuji theme ^o^ I like Ciel and Sebastian... maybe when I have time to write, I'll write about them. 

Kuroshitsuji also has been made into anime, apparently, with SID's Monochrome no Kiss as its first opening song.   

My father passed away last Monday. It came as a shock to everyone because he wasn't sick. He did have heart and other conditions but there wasn't any complain about chest pain or anything prior to his death. He looked as normal as he could be... so who would have thought... The night before, Sunday night, I didn't have any weird feeling, never thought that the next morning he would be gone...

Following his wish, he was cremated on Friday. And although I promised not to cry, during the process, tears came out by themselves. I guess my emotions and reactions are always late. Just like when my mother and grandfather passed away years ago, I cried at their burial, when everybody has stopped crying. It's just that, for me, at that very moment, the feeling of losing and never be able to see again is the strongest...

I remember a line in FMA Brotherhood saying that one still can cry even without tears, as long as they're still human. I guess, I'm still human after all - contrary to popular belief.

My father wasn't a perfect father and I'm not a good daugther either. I actually wonder if this unfortunate thing happened because of my negative thoughts and attitude lately... If somehow I'm responsible for it...

Since I can't undo what's done or turn back the time, I figure, if it IS my fault, then the only thing I can do to atone is by trying to do my best to continue his business. I may not like it, but that's the least I can do... And hopefully this decision can be some sort of brake for me whenever hardships come in the future and I feel like just running away and disappear...

So many things left unsaid and undone...

Goodbye, Papa, itterashai....