This story is original in a way and fanfiction in other way. Original because it's not based on any anime/manga but fanfiction because the main character is somehow inspired by a character in Texhnolyze anime. Paradox has quite dark ambience - can be said kinda psychotic - but still there's a tiny hope and love there. It was published at Animenation and I was so happy that one of the comments said that it's one of the best stories she ever read ^___^ Paradox was also ever submitted in Animax story contest but unfortunately not come out as the winner :/

Oh, I was ever asked why the title is Paradox. Well, it's actually the title of W-inds' song that I listened to that time and besides, the main character himself is a paradox, I think, so, there you have it. Paradox ;p

http://www.4shared.com/file/140902565/ea29b208/Paradox.html